Unbelievable.

Four months in and I have been to hell and back to get my website www.blokesbags.co.uk ready for launch and everything seems to be working against me.

OK so some of it is because of my own ignorance/naivety, after all I have never done this before, but the rest? 

Nearly two weeks ago just as things were coming together (or so I thought) the motherboard on my computer died. That's bad. But what made it worse was the fact that my backup had seemingly packed up just an hour before.

Stressed? Moi? Never more so.

Three anxious days later I got most of it back and continued my lonely life in front of a computer screen.

All seemed to be back on track until five days ago when I tried to upload and the computer said no. 

Much head scratching and psycho stress out anxst later I tried again on Monday of this week - and the computer said no.

Last night having traced the problems I tried again and yes you have got it, the computer said no.

Today I discover that my website host server is has gone belly up.

Am I ever to get this business going? Will I ever get to sell a men's bag or are the nay sayers right?

If I were so inclined I would take up prayer, but I'm not so its back to the cigarettes and alcohol and even those finger nails are looking tasty right now...